Finally, she calmed down a little bit and contained her whimpering. "A while ago... before everything seemed to go to hell at home. I got into a fight with my brother Adrian. I'll admit, he pointed out many of my flaws that I feel terrible about. I lock myself away in my room and don't want to face reality. I was afraid of it because my mother was dead and I was deeply saddened by that." She gulped a little bit to hold back some tears, she seemed to coil around herself some more. "He shouted that no one cared about me, and that if I died, nothing would change... and no one would care. Now that I met Enethar... and that he's the only person who cares about me and now he's on the brink of death because of me, it would be purgatory to live in a world where the only person who cared about you died, and that you're responsible for his death."